Hi. Fri-diddly-iday night here. And I spent it all re-arranging my “room” which is really nothing more than a section of a much larger open space. Anyway, now it is much nicer, and has this fun little spot for me to sit in, and its all cozy and stuff.
Okay, so back to business. I have been talking in emails a lot the past few days with my oldest sister and my aunt, about past life regression and reincarnation in general. It’s pretty interesting. I started thinking about it, cause there was a cool lecture about it at the theosophical website that i liked a lot. Anyway, my aunt is really into it, and said shes buying me some of her favorite books about it or something, which is neat, cause i certainly do love books, especially if they are about *weird* stuff like this. (That reminds me, i just started using this thing with the *stars* around it as punctuation. I like it. i think its sort of like putting something in “quotes” but im not quite sure how to describe what the difference is.)
Right, so my aunt was saying how she’s been through regression a bunch of times, and been to psychics and stuff, and how supposedly she is really old, and has been living since the time of Moses. And that she used to be a bunch of things, including a farmer in the American Southwest, with a horse named Rusty, a doctor, a dancer, a soldier. I forget what else. One of them was in Nazi Germany apparently. She asked me if I had any kind of inexplicable feelings towards that time period and country that I couldnt really account for, because she believes that we’ve not only known each other in a past life, but shared blood ties. Anyway, I told her that i hadn’t any weird feelings in that direction, not that I’ve noticed anyway, although one time John accused me of acting “Teutonic.”
What else, hm. Oh right. I dont know. Oh yeah, salvia divinorum. I tried a dose that was about double last night. It definitely felt stronger and more noticeable, but still nothing I would call visionary. Its very pleasant, and relaxed and focused all at once. I have been reading about other people’s experience with it. Seems like a lot of people have to get used to how it interacts with you before you can really utilize it correctly. Unless you smoke it, which seems to commonly produce really strong really quick results. But alas, I don’t have any leaves, just the tincture. I’m gonna try again in a day or two. This is like some weird science experiment. Right now, underneath my tongue is all sore from the grain alcohol in the tincture.
I found a cheaper place to buy leaves and tincture from actually. They have some really cheap leaves. That might be my next step after this. Maybe I will get some for when John and Jamil are visiting later this month.
Okay, so I might go watch the first Ghostbusters movie right now, actually, for inspiration. Bret was talking about it earlier, and it got me all riled up. Plus i have my tv out finally, and my dvd player, and i can even use my headphones and shit. its gonna be a fucking blast. Night-night.
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