This morning I had a dream that somebody pillaged my website and published major excerpts from it as a book, and that they were making a good bit of money off of it. It was weird, because the supposed author name they were using was John something. Maybe the last name started with an “A”, I don’t know. The name “Amado” jumps out at me, which means something along the line of “beloved” going back to the Latin root. Yet the title of the book had my actual name in it. They had even set up a website for the book, with pictures of me on it and everything. The URL started with a “V” but I don’t remember what it was. Anyway, I stormed around in anger once I found out, and started thinking about how to exercise my legal rights against this person who had pirated my work. But I also remember thinking distinctly in the dream that I was sort of inspired by the fact that they were making money off my work. And that it meant that I could probably do the same if I played my cards right. I don’t remember how it ended really. But I take this mysterious guy who started printing books under my name as sort of a projected thought form of myself. I’ve been considering this exact thing in a very serious way in the past few weeks. And it’s almost like I’ve thought about it so much that I’ve externalized an aspect of it which is now separate from me, and which is it’s own thing. I woke from the dream feeling like rather than being upset about what had happened with the dream publication, I ought to take it as a sign to move forward with my plans.
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it’s almost like I’ve thought about it so much that I’ve externalized an aspect of it which is now separate from me, and which is it’s own thing.
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whoa man check out my entry for today
i had weird dreams last night about a book i’m writing too
Yeah dude I just commented on that. Check it.
was the animal spirit a raccon?
I had a series of close encounters with raccooons a couple of weeks ago right after doing a major ritual in which i was praying for success & inspiration
anywho i went outside for a smoke afterwards and found 3 rooting and snuffling around in my neighbors garbage - i dashed inside for digital cam and took a bunch of close-up pix which were awesome their eyes were glowing like the WOlfen
next night, surfing the net read 3 articles about ‘coons as power animals
went outside for a smoke again and one practically kissed me it was so close (climbing over a fence)
raccons: brazen shameless bandit who wear a mask, disguised, curious, fearless, great paw/hand coordination.
They have a lot of knowledge about identity/identies/discguises and their uses
also as “night critters” they announce messages from the unconscious too
Success, inspiration, right on. Definitely the arenas I’ve been operating in mentally. Raccoon, yeah that was the closest thing to it. Although it was like less sneaky than a raccoon. Broader, brown all over. You should send me the digital photos. You got any links on the raccoon articles?
http://www.sayahda.com/cyc4.html