the timboucher experience

I made a mad dash to the University of Washington bookstore recently. Water was my opening. I wanted to find a Wilhelm Reich book on orgasms. Instead I found an illustration of human nature. A little girl was hanging upside down from a low railing on the stairs. She was playing quite contentedly. Her mother looked on in concern, saying to her daughter, “Imagine how embarrassing it would be if you fell.” (A little like sludge from the aircraft above)

Embarrassing to whom, I wondered? (Okay, I actually wondered “to who” which is less gramatically correct) Certainly not the little girl. She would fall, bump something, get up and be fine. Little kids only cry over their injuries when you make a big deal out of them. But the mother would be embarrassed. She would feel as though everyone were looking at her like she was a bad mother. So she passed on this negative programming to her child, rather than bother to sit down and examine the complex web of social and cultural traps within which she was embedded. (How you see the face is in reality how the face sees you.)

The purpose of parents used to be to train kids to exist within the world of adults - in other words to break them. But now that function has been taken over by television and schools. So parents serve literally no purpose. If anything, they are a hindrance and they will be eliminated. Ministers of procrastination will rush home to eliminate the confusion. More kids are experiencing early-onset or “precocious” puberty.

First you get rid of parents. Then you eliminate childhood altogether. Have clones who wake up in their vats when they are twenty-one years old pre-programmed with everything they need to survive in the world with no parents or children. Just people. People everywhere bumping into one another. Eliminate parents. Eliminate childhood. Eliminate love. Eliminate innocence. Sex becomes nothing but intellectual titillation - fetishism. (Did you know there is an entire genre of videos available on YouTube of babies farting?)

In his Little Essays Towards Truth, Aleister Crowley wrote:

This doctrine is extremely difficult to explain; but it corresponds more or less to the gap in thought between the Real, which is ideal, and the Unreal, which is actual. In the Abyss all things exist, indeed, at least in posse, but are without any possible meaning; for they lack the substratum of spiritual Reality. They are appearances without Law. They are thus Insane Delusions.

Now the Abyss being thus the great storehouse of Phenomena, it is the source of all impressions.

Buddha Boy has returned from nine months in the woods/womb of Nepal. “Arthur Shelton, a self described Christian and Eagle Scout, murdered his friend and roommate, Larry Hooper, because Hooper didn’t believe in God.” We treat every death in the volatility of opinion. Russia and China are going to work together on robotic missions to the moon. Grace alone will save you. All the love you’ve been giving has all been meant for you.

The DIY movement was an effort to recapture the feeling of arts & crafts time in kindergarten. The hardcore music movement was an attempt to recapture the feeling of young boys playing war. They say that Indigo children raise themselves…

The Navarines are coming home to roost and the sky is falling. Last night Gary had a dream (collection eyes to the sky):

Last night I dreamt that the sky was full of missiles streaking all directions trying to shoot down a UFO. The UFO was also being pursued by super-high tech human controlled “fighter” jets. In my dream a reasonably sure one of the UFOs (there were more than one) was shot down and I remember feeling a little scared but mostly as if all this were pointless but somewhat impressive that they (the humans) would try this and even succeed a little.

Li Hongzhi, founder of Falun Gong/Falun Dafa warned us of this quite some time ago (how grace is paid out by God is a mystery):

The ultimate purpose is to replace humans. If cloning human beings succeeds, the aliens can officially replace humans. Why does a corpse lie dead, even though it is the same as a living body? The difference is the soul, which is the life of the body. If people reproduce a human person, the gods in heaven will not give its body a human soul. The aliens will take that opportunity to replace the human soul and by doing so they will enter earth and become earthlings.

When such people grow up, they will help replace humans with aliens. They will produce more and more clones. There will no longer be humans reproduced by humans. They will act like humans, but they will introduce legislation to stop human reproduction.

This is what perception looks like turned in on itself. (The slowdown was the lack of awareness and clutter) We teach children that they have a “self” an “identity” so that we can fool them into believing that they are separate from and different from everyone else. We then use culture and its web of double binds to simultaneously pump up their isolation and criticize them for feeling that way.

At Kyunghee University Medical Center in Seoul, S. Korea, ob/gyn students learn how to oversee birth by way of a robot named Noelle. Fortunately they all know how to help robots give birth now. Unfortunately, they don’t know how to help a real woman give birth. No matter, because we will all be fucking robots before they eliminate our biological knowlegde of sex altogether. Zou Ren Ti has created a robotic double of himself as part of the Xi’an Superman Sculpture Research Council. The robot “can move its face and speak, its most impressive feature is its skin, which is made of silica gel and looks so lifelike that some expo attendees couldn’t tell the real Zou from his double.”

Malkuth is seen as the Earth, the receiving sphere of all the other sephirah above it. It is like the negative node of an electrical circuit. The divine energy comes down and finds its expression in this plane, and our purpose as human beings is to bring that energy back around the circuit again and up the tree.

Space rocks - or something - are crashing through roofs in New Jersey homes. The FAA refuses to investigate the UFO sighting Chicago’s O’Hare airport from November 7th, 2006. You do good works not because they will save you, but because they must be done and you must do them.

Our earth, our reality, may be little more than a cosmic garbage dump, layers of silt and sediment which have accrued from the rushing of planes above it. Other energies are filtered, slowed down and reified in our awareness as physical objects. To see what must remain energy. Faith and hope are lovely and necessary but they only take you so far. (The right clock east video.) What do you have faith in? You don’t even know. What do you hope for? You simply cannot say. She spread her legs and flew away.

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