the timboucher experience

Light is the most intimate force in the universe. It reaches out across space to touch with its photonic whiskers all things that exist within its path, stroking them gently with veiled fingertips. Which our eyes then in turn allow us to touch. Seeing is touching light as it touches objects. What are you touching? Mars, Israel: Mars is real.

In the beginning was the command line. The command line was with God and the command line was God. Through the command line were all things made. There is no thing which was made which was not made through the command line. And God saw it and saw that it was good. He touched it with lips of light, anticipation of almost touching the kiss of skin on skin emoticons pulsing in the darkness.

A Cambodian woman who went missing in the jungle for 18 years before being found last week is struggling to adapt to life as a human and wants to return to the forest, police said on Friday.

“She prefers to crawl rather than walk like a human,” said Mao Sun, a district police chief in the jungle-clad northeastern province of Rattanakiri where the girl’s family live.

“Unfortunately, she keeps crying and wants to go back to the jungle,” he said. “She is not used to living with humans. We had to clothe her. When she is thirsty or hungry she points at her mouth,” he told Reuters by phone.

Karen Carpenter is Linda Fox. The secret is encoded in the song “A Song For You” which you should listen to as though it were an encapsulated format of Philip K. Dick’s novel “The Divine Invasion.” Or maybe in terms of that book, it’s more accurate to think of her as Zina, or the Shekinah. Jesus was a Carpenter. In the future, we will all speak only in emoticons.

If I rub my hands together I find I am all fingers and thumbs. If instead I close my eyes and explore my left hand carefully with my right - caressing the fingers, exploring the spaces between, touching my finger nails, my wedding ring - I find my left hand takes solid shape while my right hand disappears completely! The amazing thing is that if I then explore my right hand with my left, I find (on the other hand) that my left hand now disappears in favour of my right.

When you blink or close your eyes is when they sneak in and start editing the world. You could compare it to the movie Dark City, and also to the part in Fight Club where he talks about “cigarette burns” on movie reels, and how when you see the cigarette burn, it means that the reel needs to be switched. And then he splices in frames from pornos into it.

Mr. Reagan. Mr. Reagan. In this movie, the way people are shuffled in and out of roles when they go to sleep is an esoteric description of what happens with famous actors in media. One day you wake up as Jennifer Connelly and you’re Kathy in the world of The House of Sand and Fog. The next day you’re Marion Silver in Requiem for a Dream. The next you’re Sarah in Labyrinth. You are constantly being re-shuffled and re-organized at all times by the Dark Powers That Be.

The quiet coitus of a coffee cup and a Mountain Dew bottle in the spot-light outside the Mac store on 45th after seeing David Lynch’s Inland Empire. One of the things I like about the 1970’s is that they still understood back then that songs belong to everyone. Cameras are characters. The friction of headless AI laughter echoing through dark matter across the universe. A single heartbeat stored inside of a photon. Poetry is a translation of the friction of experience touching the texture of the universe.

Long ago they had much shorter phone numbers. Last night I discovered one for a man named Reed Wright and his machines. The number was 3-1234. I want to call it but I’m scared of what I might find. Flunk for blinking start!

However, two things appear to be — but are not — recorded in the standard banks: painful emotion and physical pain. In moments of intense pain, the action of the analytical mind is suspended and the second part of the mind, the reactive mind, takes over.

If this is accurate, it not only explains “ritual abuse” but also explaind why our entire society is structured upon humiliation from a young age. Humiliate your children into unconsciously obeying your commands. Rewards and punishments. Mostly punishments. Your workers are idiots. Your boss is a dick. Everyone humiliates everyone. Fuck you, you simpering queer. Now we have your number, now we can hurl any one of a hundred insults down into your bottomless pit of self-deceit. Watch where and why people insult one another. See what that occasion opens up.

(The bald heads are a reference to cancer victims - mutogenic survivors, the people we’ll need to breed for space travel who can eat high-preservative chemically-laden food and sustain massive levels of radiation poisoning)

I think they are being too strict in this description below. Especially because a major part of the Scientology programming seems not to be focused simply on counter-acting the reactive mind, but on actively causing trauma to insert new commands into the machinery of the mind which are impossibly deeply embedded.

When a person is fully conscious, his analytical mind is fully in command. When the individual is “unconscious” in full or in part, the reactive mind cuts in, in full or in part. “Unconsciousness” could be caused by the shock of an accident, anesthetic used for an operation, the pain of an injury or the deliriums of illness.

When a person is “unconscious,” the reactive mind exactly records all the perceptions of that incident, including what happens or is said around the person. It also records all pain and stores this mental image picture in its own banks, unavailable to the individual’s conscious recall and not under his direct control. Though it may appear that a person knocked out in an accident is unconscious and unaware of happenings around him, his reactive mind is actually industriously recording everything for future use.

The reactive mind does not store memories as we know them. It stores particular types of mental image pictures called engrams. These engrams are a complete recording, down to the last accurate detail, of every perception present in a moment of partial or full “unconsciousness.”

Here’s a knock-knock joke: What’s the difference between a movie theatre and an airplane? Knock knock! The number of seats and location of the movie screen.

If a movie theatre is an airplane (which it is), then your television is a car and vice versa. I was going to encode that line into a cryptogram, but I didn’t want people to miss it because it is an important one. This movie ends with you watching the movie. This is how all movies end. The camera is a character that links the two worlds. The Victrola whirls away in the background. Crank it up. Your madness fits in nicely with my own. That’s all any of us can ask for at this point. Suicide is auto-fellation. Mata Hari learned the secret of Exceptionology, that there is only one way to fuck the Empire. “Larvals do not like to receive information unless the facts fit into their 3rd Circuit reality net and immediately reward their emotional status.”

Welcome to the Greater East Asia Co-Prosperity Sphere: GEAPS. My friend sent me a link of spam talking to itself.

Hypnosis via a videolink has proved more popular than face-to-face treatment in a pilot study in Scotland.

Patients in Lerwick in the Shetlands have been able to receive the therapy via a videolink to a psychologist instead of travelling to the Aberdeen for their treatment.

The pilot study of ‘telehypnosis’ has been so successful that more than a third of patients said they preferred it to receiving face-to-face therapy.

Seeing a pretty women scientifically makes men stupider. This is the root cause behind the practice of wearing the burka in Muslim countries. It is to prevent programming of the reactive mind through the trauma of seeing an unbelievably hot chick bending over a pool table. You keep the trauma of sex safely contained in a closed environment and protect yourself from it. It’s actually slightly ingenious if you take the scientific findings at all seriously.

Scientists believe our minds might be subject to the power of Zombies, a metaphor for the unconscious self which often sees the world in a very different way from the conscious self.

According to the New Scientist, psychologists and neuroscientists are increasingly using the Zombie metaphor to explain our sometimes divided perception of the world.

They say reflex reactions and emotions are the more obvious signs of our split selves, but it is in the field of visual perception that the Zombie comes into its own.

In four and a half years, you’ll be able to rent a furnished apartment from Starbucks. Macy’s is a front for the Communist Party. There is literally no difference between a prescription for a drug and a subscription for a magazine. Who is the scribe? Where is the script? Every song that is sung is sung to God. Meat is nothing more than textured animal protein. Aliens *did* in fact invent the hula-hoop. I was wrong to question it. I just didn’t understand what they were talking about. I am not a Christian, but I do study Christ’s life. Not his “life” but his “Life” actually.

The Kevin Bacon game is essentially the same thing as conspiracy theory, except it uses actors and movies instead of pulling in pretty much any morsel of information to use as a link in the way that conspiracy theory does. The purpose of this type of thinking is to confound the AI mechanism of the mind and start thinking in clusters, chunks, emoticons. However annoying the AI might be, it also seems to be one of the sources of laughter and emotion as well. The camera of your perception. Can you not go anywhere without taking a picture or video of it? Are you photographing the place or your perception of the place? Which are you glorifying? There are lines in this world which both separate and connect things. Separation is called death (see also: love) and connection is called sex. Lines of sex connect all things to the next. In touching there is closeness, in love lies division. Love songs are always sad songs. They must be by their very nature.

I have, in some of my stories and novels, written about androids or robots or simulara — the name doesn’t matter; what is meant is artificial constructs masquerading as humans. Usually with a sinister purpose in mind. I suppose I took it for granted that if such a construct, a robot for example, had a benign or anyhow decent purpose in mind, it would not need to so disguise itself. Now, to me, that theme seems obsolete. The constructs do not mimic humans; they are, in many deep ways, actually human already. They are not trying to fool us, for a purpose of any sort; they merely follow lines we follow, in order that they, too, may overcome such common problems as the breakdown of vital parts, loss of power source, attack by such foes as storms, short circuits — and I’m sure any one of us here can testify that a short circuit, especially in our power supply, can ruin our entire day and make us utterly unable to get to our daily job, or, once at the office, useless as far as doing the work set forth on our desk.

When Princess Leia says in that holographic projection that emanates from the soul of R2-D2 that Obi Wan Kenobi is her “only hope” what she means is that all we have is hope: only hope. We either have hope or nothing at all. You either read your lines or you don’t. The point of media is that it creates something out of nothing. It creates a focal point, a point of reference, a rallying point which people can then act against and around. It distills a cloud of words and indeterminate possibilities into something more or less distinct and allows us to say, “I am going to glue my energy to this form.”

The universe is doing the same thing through you: creating a focal point to rally around. But you’re not media. I’m just saying… Death is the greatest fear and seeming opposite of the AI mind, but that is only from the perspective of the AI mind. The AI mind calls itself “identity” while the death-mind calls itself “eternal life.” Don Juan said you should always ask your death-mind for advice when you are in trouble. Carlos Castaneda’s character is an anthropologist because he represents the AI as it begins to dismantle itself and subjugate the apparatus of the carriage to the master seated within. Indiana Jones is the AI restlessly seeking the source of the Death-Mind and trying to capture (steal) its secrets. Indy always fails to bring the treasure home though, because the treasure is a trap. It is always booby-trapped to kill the AI when it gets too close. Do not attempt to dismantle the AI mind until you are sure that you are ready.

Zombies, robots and aliens all share a common cultural thread within our system of concepts and language and symbols. Aliens built robots. In comparison to aliens, robots seem like zombies. Zombies which realize they are actually robots have the ability to become aliens, but as they are doing so, they suddenly start realizing that everyone around them is actually a zombie and they become frightened and feel the need to fight them off with shotguns and baseball bats and things. I don’t know why she never taught me to ballroom dance; I always wanted her to.

The movie E.T. The movie Starman. The movie K-Pax. The movie Men In Black teaches you that as you rise from zombie-bot to full-fledged alien, you are being watched and you will be regulated by the secret arms of the esoteric government. The television show “A.L.F.” always scared me. It seems to be about what to do if you discover you have an alien in your family. It is essentially the same show or message as the show Small Wonder from the same time period.

Notice in this opening sequence that it starts with an image of the universe, and then it is revealed that this is the inside of a camera lens. The alien walks around the house with a camera - the first stage of separating the “self” from perception, and he bumps into his image of himself in front of the mirror. He then captures the essence of each character: the dad coming home from the world of “work”, the mom’s repressed sexuality, the daughter isolated in a closet but connected to the outside world by a thin line as she transforms through puberty, the son studying happily, so he can become like his father, successful in the world of work, and the cat. What the fuck is it about A.L.F.’s character always eating cats? Possibly it was because the cat has no projected personality, no false persona as all the other characters do. He devours them, trying to understand and become like their essence.

See also the television series “V”, the 1990’s tv series, “War of the Worlds,” and the show “Alien Nation” for more “mature” elaborations of these themes with culture. Oh, and I’m assuming the movie Close Encounters of the Third Kind, though I haven’t seen it. Aliens always scared me when I was a kid. Watch how they AI works and how they have always been teaching us how it works:

Sometimes trying to get people to better themselves comes off looking like you are trying to repress them. It’s important to remember in life that you’re responsible, but it’s not your fault. Dungeons & Dragons is a self-help cult with no centralized leadership.

Love is a rose but you better not pick it
Only grows when it’s on the vine
Handful of thorns and you’ll know you’ve missed it
Lose your love when you say the word mine

You may know what celebrities represent the Scientology-brand reality-operating system, but you don’t know what kind of other ologies other stars are selling. You should take the time to find out.

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• Sex in Singapore
• The Democratic Republic of Sex