That would be one of those things that I can’t put into words… I just somehow know they’re important and linked to this stuff. And some crazy-ass dreams.

My guess, my hunch, is that a dragon has a very simple form of power: teeth like knives, scales of adamant, breath like flame, hyper-intellect etc. The unicorn, by comparison, is a subtle beast, suggestions of the divine and ineffable.

Yeah I know some things about Evola. I believe Zac has written some things about him and the Traditionalists, all interesting things to read.

I have read some things that seem to be in a similar vein, like Julius Evola, Heard of him?

You know how you talk about reference points? There are some streams of thought that involve the reference points of Ecology, Monarchy, occultism, fascism.

The music genre Black Metal taps into that stream of thought. Some European nhilists are into this stuff as well as some Satanists.

There is also a philosophy called “traditionalism” or the “third way” that ties into this.

How did I get to this train of thought?

Oh yeah, the Royal Art.

it seems the peanut butter always is mixed up with the chocolate….

hellboy, and his right hand of doom

there was a boy, a very strange enchanted boy….

dam did i post that clip already? did you? [de ja vu joke's on you]

I found this essay quite interesting:
Emerson’s Gnostic Democracy

http://www.timboucher.com/journal/2006/08/17/fascism-in-one-person/

I don’t think monarchy and green anarchy are politically similar, but I think *spiritually* there is a connection you will probably be able to draw out if you keep looking. Not sure how to phrase it myself… Have you ever read any Nicholas De Vere? I don’t love the man’s “magical racism” but I have been thinking back a lot to his work lately. Not very available online as he had some kind of falling out with his cohorts, but I think it could fill in some gaps for you if not taken overly seriously…

Maybe somtimes I just assume there is more there than there really is, and other times there really is more there.

Even when there is not more there, there is because I go looking for what it might be and then I find out things.

Awesome, that’s a major part of what I’m hoping for with all of this stuff!

Holy shit Speedbird - I had no idea there was unicorn stuff in the Book of Job. One of my simple intuitive understandings of the unicorn is that the horn is the third eye extended outward from the body in purity of sight. But I havent a lot more than that…

the feeling persisted and as i got to my feet i felt myself being forced forward and up as if i was being pushed by an invisible hand.

I’ve heard this before as well… the GOD HAND. More on that soon!

it seems the peanut butter always is mixed up with the chocolate….

hellboy, and his right hand of doom

there was a boy, a very strange enchanted boy….

dam did i post that clip already? did you? [de ja vu joke's on you]

Well anyway, yours is the only blog that holds my interest, lately. You swirl all this stuff together in a heady concoction, it takes a while to digest. I don’t get it all, and that’s good. Maybe somtimes I just assume there is more there than there really is, and other times there really is more there.

Even when there is not more there, there is because I go looking for what it might be and then I find out things.

I really like that link about the “royal art” I have a new blog I will read now.

I started tapping into that whole vibe about magic and royalty a while ago. Philosophers and exoteric and esoteric knowledge. This is when I was blogging about Green anarchy. I started becoming really into monarchy and alchemists in high places, it had to do with my dragon experience.

It just didn’t jibe. Monarchy and green anarchy. Actually, the point where they converge is Nazi Germany and you aren’t going to be real popular blogging about that, I mean if you blog with the idea that the Nazis might have had some good points.

So then I just got rid of the whole thing.

Its good to see though that you have a similar trajectory in some ways with your blog, except on a bigger scale. (Not with the nazis but the whole royalty thing)

I’d say magic is not compatible with democracy.

one night i couldn`t sleep and paced and typed and thought that maybe i would try try the pot.

after some time searching for papers to no avail, i decided to just swallow the little piece whole and then fell to sleep.

some time later i woke to an intense feeling of wanting to rise up and float.

the feeling persisted and as i got to my feet i felt myself being forced forward and up as if i was being pushed by an invisible hand.

the force was so strong that i can only compare it to the felling you get when you try to push magnets together against the wrong poles.

i felt constantly as if i was on the edge of flying out completely but that something was holding me back.

after some half an hour or so i struggled to get myself back to bed as i was deeply tired from the exertion.

once back into bed i fell to sleep again and had no other recollection of the experience.

Well, I certainly have some experiences that words struggle to contain. With a whole book you might stand a chance but you’d still be talking around the subject.

> make yourself float about a foot off the ground (while standing) and then lean forward

This reminds me of Douglas Adams on flying: all you have to do is throw yourself at the ground and miss. Arthur Dent trips over one day and is suddenly distracted as he falls… when he is next aware of his surroundings he is floating a few inches above the pavement.

> What the hell is there to be bored about?

Well, I’ve had boring jobs. That just goes to show how messed up work can get if you let it.

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Dragons & dinosaurs… I went to Fantastic Planet and read a few things about these things they call Archons… some interesting parallels.

U got me looking at Job too.

- Will the unicorn be willing to serve thee, or abide by thy crib? Canst thou bind the unicorn with his band in the furrow? or will he harrow the valleys after thee? Wilt thou trust him, because his strength is great? or wilt thou leave thy labour to him? Wilt thou believe him, that he will bring home thy seed, and gather it into thy barn?

I have seen this translated differently, but finding it right next to Leviathan was well creepy.

that’s how we ultimately integrate the spam into the balance we need.

snow/thunderstorms/sunny skies/thunderstorms/snow ~ ∞

*not by violence, but by the earth*

You do.

You know that right?

I hope so.

III. Earliest Recorded Northern Explorers: The Greeks and the Vikings
Again awaken from your being gone to find
Green lilac buds appear that won’t survive
Sculpting each tree to fit your ghostly form
He never even dreams, being sheer snow;
I might have happily lived some other childhood.
Pallid waste where no radiant fathomers,
II. List of Franklin Search Parties
—The place the road ends, that patch of white paint
Gray the cloud-like oaks

http://www.lyricsmania.com/lyrics/kany...lyrics_15333/roses_lyrics_178077.html

They want her to live, and she trying
I’m argueing like what kind of doctor can we fly in
You know the best medicine go to people thats paid,
If Magic Johnson got a cure for A.I.D.’s
And all the broke muthafuckers past away
You tellin me if my grandma was in the N.B.A.
Right now she’d be ok?
But since she was just a secretary
Working for the church
For thirty five years
Things sposed to stop right here

Funny you say that about hedges. I walked by a beautiful Waldorf school on my way to my job interview and it was surrounded by hedges and I went down a similar line of reverie about plants guarding us from spying etc….

Damn, I want a tuna sandwich!

Also, I have another idea about who that bug dude is and what he’s all about. Will possibly post about it tomorrow if I can pull it all together…

Oh and as far as future memory and using that to grab lands to be built on, read PKD’s Martian Time-Slip

because you will either be re-enthickened/enfleshed or whatever. That is, if you have the money and status to do so.

I think that’s the way it is now but we don’t admit it to ourselves. When Andy Warhol was shot the doctors didn’t think he could be saved. An associate who went with him to the hospital told them that he was Andy Warhol and he could pay hospital bill. They went to work on him and he lived for at least a decade after that.
He did die due to medical malpractice anyway but he was able to cheat death for longer than most.

While in a tuna sandwich induced reverie (nap) I saw the bug in the Gnarles Barkley video. He wasn’t a bug, he was a man. What a surprise to see him here.

Just another in my long line of near-futuristic dystopian dreams. I wonder how many thousands of people out there are tapping into that current.

In mine there’s not a massive die off like in the End Times theories I grew up with.
Here’s the only part that’s a little logical. In the future everybody has the technology to spy on everybody else. Human rights have been diminished but plant right have expanded. The homes of the wealthy are built with surrounding hedges because the plants have the right to grow without interference of the various waves you have to bombard people with to spy on them. Nice houses are kind of in a trench too, so the top floors can’t be spied on, and there’s no front door as we know it. What looks to us like the front of a house now is the back, the part you don’t care if people look in to. I’m very old and bemused/angered by this development but, by my mind set then (in the future) I see that this change was totally irresistable. I also regret not buying the land that the new train station was to be built on because I knew where is would be. I don’t know now but I think that when it nears reality I’ll remember.