The mannequins are back. Or at least one of them anyway. The male, of course. Figures. I didn’t stick around to look at him for too long, but I knew he would be back. And he had that same look again as last time: like he was really alive. Like he was looking back at me and knew me for what I was.

I should have known it walking up because a black and white cat was escorting me through the dark streets. And then after the “incident” that big Tabby who I call “King” walked me a full two blocks, before I gave him the peace sign and blessed his kingdom.

Tomorrow I am filling in at the dog place. I got a magic bird thing in thing in the mail today though, so that should probably help.

Yesterday I listened to music and did some other things all day long and that helped bring me back to a place of strength and vision and love. Symbols and synchronicities have been literally exploding since then, which is the proper state to be in.

A couple of coded messages for people want to try and reach this place. I don’t have the instruction manual but I did thrown down some gyrocompass reference[+]points in the hopes of being able to tune back into what all was going on.

First off, smoke em if you got em. I find that helps. For some people I hear that it doesn’t. If you can get into any chakra exercises, do that for a while seriously. Do the basic mudras and vocal intonations which accompany each. This stuff is all “real” and it’s a matter of being able to tune into specific frequencies (”True Signature”) available to us via the Mercer Box of your brainbody.

Not sure how to explain it, but there’s also this Taoist alchemical “pearl” thing that you can do with your mouth. Basically your tongue folded up into the roof of your mouth in the proper way creates a closed yin yang shape resulting in an electrical circuit which helps complete the microcosmic orbit. Or at least, these are the terms I am bandying about. I may or may not be using them in the proper ways as I have no training in them.

Figuring this stuff out on your own is a pain. But it’s possible.

Once you can get that going for a while you can try the buzzing bee thing. This may be related to why the bees are dying, with the cell phone towers and all. Sorry I can’t be more clear about that. Don’t totally understand it myself. Basically you open your mouth slightly and stick your tongue between your front teeth enough to make a “TTHH” sound which you basically just continue as long as humanly possible.

I’m fairly certain this helps put your brain into “theta” state (TTHH or greek θ), which helps you access a sort of hypnogogic or shamanic flow of imagery. The point of all this imagery - to my perception - seems to be of a healing and restorative nature. It’s designed to fix, patch, repair, correct, connect, and to help you understand things on a deep level. Never before had a solid concrete method of accessing this state, but this one may be worth exploring and developing.

BREAKTHROUGH

STRONG ISLAND PREVAILS

I HAVE SOME
SUPERFRIENDS MYSELF

HERE’S LOOKING AT YOU
DEMON SCUM

FEELING IT
YET?

GET READY!

We’ve done this so many times before. Do we really have to do it again?

God sees the sin brought about by Azazel and has Raphael “bind Azazel hand and foot and cast him into the darkness: and make an opening in the desert — which is in Dudael — and cast him therein. And place upon him rough and jagged rocks, and cover him with darkness, and let him abide there forever, and cover his face that he may not see light.”

Raphael’s binding of Azazel on the desert rocks of Dudael in upper Egypt appears again in the Book of Tobit, which is found in Catholic and Orthodox bibles, but not in Jewish or most Protestant bibles. In that Book (the only place in Christian bibles where Raphael appears) he accompanies the young man Tobias (Tobit) on his perilous journey to marry his cousin Sarah, whose seven previous husbands had been killed on her wedding night by the demon Asmodeus. Raphael saves Tobias from the same fate by showing him how to deal with that demon, too.

Okay. If that’s the way you want it. We’re watching you, asshole.

Your real name is

“Believe me, Bastard Lord of Liars. I am living a life of awful lies, of flies. I am the Dark Father of Lies. He who believes on me dies. Leave me be. Let me be me.”

Θ-CONSIDER-Θ-YOURSELF-Θ-BOUND-Θ™

Your name is now

John 14:1 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God ; trust also in me.

John 14:2 In my Father’s house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you.

John 14:3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.

John 14:4 You know the way to the place where I am going.”

John 14:5 Thomas said to him, “Lord, we don’t know where you are going, so how can we know the way?”

John 14:6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”

α+BE+FREE+IN+THE+♥LOVE+OF+CHRIST♥+Ω™

⇑ As it is in Heaven. ⇓

Amen

[Repeat the 23rd Psalm seven times and go cleanse your body.]

PUT ON THE
ARMOR OF GOD

There may be something too behind the Mary of Magdala = Amygdala connection as well. When I really got the “bee thing” buzzing for serious, it was almost like I could feel a little ray of light being fired upward and inward at a 45 degree angle activating something or other. I thought maybe it was the pineal, but there’s certainly a chance it was the amygdala. It would also explain why my brain and body started to spontaneously think about how physical traumas may be unblocked and released by manipulating the myriad small energy centers in which they are holographically frozen.

Reich seems to have talked about this:

Character Armor: The sum total of typical character attitudes that an individual develops as a defense against anxiety, resulting in character rigidity, lack of contact, or “deadness.” Functionally identical with the muscular armor.

Muscular Armor: The sum total of the muscular attitudes (chronic muscular spasms)that an individual develops as a block against the breakthrough of emotional and organ sensations, in particular anxiety, rage, and sexual excitation. Functionally identical to character armor.

See also: shroud.

Possible antidote: Excitement accelerating agent.

But there is hope. Check out this wheelchair guy flying through the air. And this other person, even though they had a totally suped-up-to-hell wheelchair, they just decided to leave it behind one day.

Good for them!

This ties back into yesterday’s reference point collapse as well as hopefully arms you with some vibrational signatures you can use to blast these fuckers with. Theseus and the Minotaur, Ariadne’s Thread. They’ll follow later.

TRY THE “TTHH”
THING WHILE STARING
AT THESE

My mom used to recite a poem when I was a kid. It went something like “There was a bee sat on a wall. Buzz said he. And that was all.”

Try also:

The itsy bitsy spider climbed up the water spout.
Down came the rain, and washed the spider out.
Out came the sun, and dried up all the rain
So the itsy bitsy spider climbed up the spout again.

Ring any bells? Just a shot in the dark. I’ll keep trying. I can do this all day if you like.

I had a dream this morning that I received a flier for a “Yoga And Bard Transcendence Party.”

Magdala is a place name, perhaps the hometown of one version of Our Lady, but it is also a variant of amygdala, almond, and a Pagan allusion to the shape and scent of female genitalia. The amygdala is a region of the cerebellum that releases intoxicating nectars in mystic states of heightened awareness. To produce this awareness in a man and guide him with it through states of higher knowing was the sacred work of the initiating priestess: she who anoints. The consort is the true master. By steeping the royal candidate in ecstatic revelations of the Goddess, she qualified him for kingship. The heiros gamos of priestess and king modelled sexual equality for pagan theocracies. The wanton attributes of the sacred prostitute were inherent to her wisdom-bestowing powers. As free agents commanding respect for their sexuality, the priestesses of Sophia, the Whore of Wisdom, were beyond approbation and condemnation alike.

The party may have taken place in Jotunheim, which I think was also associated.

REMINDS ME OF
AN MST3K EPISODE

The Magdalene was an advanced healer and a highly respected member of the twelfth tribe of Israel, the Tribe of Benjamin. In France, I learned that the amygdala gland is probably named after the Magdalene. Mary Magdalene realized the importance of smell and the development of healing through the limbic system. It is through this system that one can activate the higher chakras. It is the Magdalene’s gift that while using these frequencies of the brain, one can enter into a state of mind over matter.

…When you enter the amygdala gland, you change the frequency in the brain and alter the physical reality. It is at this level of consciousness that one can become a true alchemist and change water into wine. …

The important factor here is that when you enter the amygdala gland and the limbic system to activate the higher chakras, it is my experience that the Magdalene comes and teaches her special healing wisdom. This is the wisdom of changing the very structure of the RNA/DNA, so that one can work with particles of light and become an alchemist. … At this level of consciousness, there is no time and space. One becomes one with Christ.

MMM MARY
THAT IS GOOD

In complex vertebrates, including humans, the amygdala perform primary roles in the formation and storage of memories associated with emotional events. Research indicates that during fear conditioning, sensory stimuli reach the basolateral complexes of the amygdalae, particularly the lateral nuclei, where they form associations with memories of the stimuli. The association between stimuli and the aversive events they predict may be mediated by long-term potentiation, a lingering potential for affected synapses to react more readily.

Memories of emotional experiences imprinted in reactions of synapses in the lateral nuclei elicit fear behavior through connections with the central nucleus of the amygdalae. The central nuclei are involved in the genesis of many fear responses, including freezing (immobility), tachycardia (rapid heartbeat), increased respiration, and stress-hormone release.

See also: Reichian character armor above.

LAST Ω UNICORN
WELCOMES YOU HOME

SNAKE BITCH
SPEAK TO ME

When they say parasites, what they are talking about is demons (parasites are the outward physical expression of demonic energy signatures):

Recent research suggests that parasites, in particular toxoplasma, form cysts in the brain, often taking up residence in the amygdala. This may provide us with clues as to how specific parasites manipulate behavior and may contribute to the development of disorders, including paranoia.

THINK EDEN
THETAN

PTSD is characterised by traumatic memories that seem different from other kinds of memories. Such memories continue for many decades, they are easily triggered, and their affect-laden quality can make them difficult to translate into words. Memory in PTSD patients is also characterised by different kinds of impairment, including not being able to remember aspects of the trauma and fragmentation of memories. These clinical symptoms are entirely consistent with current evidence of dysfunction in the amygdala and hippocampus - which are important structures in the “emotional memory system” of the brain.”

You could try taking the “Long Forgotten Trauma” prescription bottle I made a while back. I think it’s in a big paper bag. Worth a shot if you’re into it. Detoxing will help as well, obviously.

Anyway I just got the call about going to get chili, so I’ll smell ya later.

PS. Last night I drank a limited edition imperial brown ale by Bison called “Reunion” subtitled “A Beer For Hope.” It was 7.5%. I thought it was going to suck but it actually was halfway decent, and it even triggered a reunion. Somebody’s back in town. Guess who!

ask jesus to enter your heart, call your grandmother, huge wet roses after a rainfall, pray the rosary