Notes: Gribbitz Gribbitz
Why did ulysses have to listen to the siren song? Kwisatz haderach the place women cannot go the guitar solo in the desert planet arrakis which God created to test the faithful.
I’m just a singer in a rock n roll band Moody Blues So many people who are trying to be free the winds of change blow around you.
So try thinking with your heart / we’ll be together again.
melting sky month learning to fly coming down hardest thing suzanne leonard cohen always been her lover jesus was a sailor when he walked upon the water. An island off Georgia the country georgia. Who owns Costa Rica? Collette bearer of Light Christopher French Greek feet stigmata Christ Bearer christ child across the water. gift giver anointer kung fu come true sword form come true.
Aberdeen Washington King County Four four fore forever fits better (tetramorph sax counting juggling)
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- God & The Burden of Proof
- Julia Sweeney’s Celebrity Atheism
- The Subjectivity of Machines & God
- The Shamanic Sickness




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July 13th, 2007 at 10:07 pm
“if the spirit who claims you does not do its best to kill you with a severe, life threatening sickness shortly after you meet, then you are not a Shaman.”
Maybe we are both Shamans. Maybe we just relate differently to our respective spiritual guides. maybe that is our point of contention.
My reaction to someone trying to kill me is to say “Fuck you”. and ” bring it”
I am not trying to be flip or glib or whatever. I think i wasn’t always like that. I think I had to be brought to that point.
Like to the point of “Killing the Buddha”
I mean this with all sincerity.
July 14th, 2007 at 12:13 am
I posted this before i read the Phillip K Dick article you posted to me.
I guess I feel kind a weird. If there are these secret Christians wandering around, it would be nice if some could contact me and help a brother out.
But anyway, I still i still feel like i have a little gravel in my gut and some spit in my eye, even if I am probably a secret christian.
Basically it means I am fucked in life and that no one that is not also a secret Christian will ever think of me any thing less than a loser.
but I guess it doesn’t bother me.
I’m still a little ticked though. Seems like I have been studying the artifact and in a way its useless knowledge.
July 14th, 2007 at 4:07 am
Well, it’s Grace. All you can do is build the house and wait for the right tenant.
July 14th, 2007 at 9:06 am
Dude, you ought to be eccstatically happy right now!
“Brethren, if any of you do err from the truth, and one convert him; let him know, that he which converteth the sinner from the error of his way shall save a soul from death, and shall hide a multitude of sins.”—James 5:19-20″
But I understand if you are still depressed. I don’t want to make light of it.
but anyway, if you are trying to be Jesus and so forth your doing your job. Seriously, I had a big epiphany last night.
That Phillip K Dick article had a big effect on me. I feel absolutely fearless, now. We are marked men, you know, we secret Christians. We walk among them and are not one of them. They sense it and recoil from us and attack us. There is no fighting it. You just have to face it until the Son of man comes again and restores the Kingdom, seriously, man.
I have a death wish now thats really a life wish.
July 14th, 2007 at 1:42 pm
Well I’m not “trying to be Jesus” so much as one day the Spirit of God™ comes upon you and you’re different and you are sort of forced to look at certain models of how to live life, one of which is Jesus.
And yeah that essay is amazing and changed how I looked at things a great deal as well. Happy you found something in it as well.
Already happened, it’s just hard to keep sight of it and keep it within your heart, the real location of its occurrence.