The presence of a man number 7 on the Earth indicates that all life is controlled by schools. In the new Harry Potter movie Harry becomes a Teacher In Secret™ which he can only do because he’s a Leonard now and about to be inducted into the Order of the Phoenix and Mama, he’s coming home.
That I like words may be one of my greatest failings. But it’s also my greatest strength. That’s always that way. The best thing is always the worst thing. Getting what you want and being what you are is always worse than being what you want and getting what you are. Or wait. Let me try that again. No, let’s forget it and move on with our lives.
I think the thing about words is that they are good to trick yourself with for a while. I saw a white wolf as I wrote the words “to trick yourself.” White wolf with. Anyway. They are good luck to trick yourself with for a while because the white wolf can help you rearrange your my being. What are we talking about again? Werewolves. No, we were talking about the possibility of meaningful communication occurring between sentient species of completely different neurological arrangements. No, that’s not what we were talking about.
I asked this piece of paper tonight how I could “uncloud my mind.” The word that my eyes fell on when I opened them was “SUFFER.” Which is a good joke. It means both or either maybe neither that the only way to move forward is to suffer through it. Or it may mean that werewolves. No. It may mean that to try to uncloud the mind is to suffer. It may mean both or it may just be a paper tiger I’ve created to fight for the rest of the evening before the next wave hits me. At least I have a little bit of a life raft now. I am responsible for my feelings and for my decisions. It sounds stupid to say out loud but it’s truth.
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Or, it may mean that you’re suffering and want to see the meaning to it. Your mind finds suffering everywhere so you can find meaning everywhere because you’re suffering everywhere.
http://www.endlesssearch.co.uk/philo_is.htm
intentional suffering
bear it humbly
I have to exchange “bad harm for good harm”
Suffering occurs when our souls enlarge at too quick a rate to “handle”. Big souls and lit up minds is my goal.
BTW, mixed metaphors aside, the white wolf alwaysbeats the tiger. Everytime.
http://www.timboucher.com/journal/2005...04/30/celebrity-tarot-one-eyed-willy/
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