I really want to write something right now but I don’t want to have to resort to schizo affective “word salad” to get it all out. I think part of the reason that happens is that during certain states the hemispheres of my brain begin communicating symbolically, which is a much higher density data delivery method than using words. It’s like broadband internet versus the telegraph. Imagine that as being the difference between the two modes of communication experientially.

I have gained some real and recent insight into how to intentionally slow down my train of thought though. And it has had everything to do with the physical exercises I have recently undertaken, as well as simply playing a lot of chess. Both are helping me to reformat my mind into a pattern which I can not only have greater control over, but which results in much greater harmony. And harmony leads to self-mastery.

But this is why I have so often had to resort to sort of fractal communication of these insights or revelation (re-elevation re-evaluation? sorry, I’ll stop before that one gets out of control…). By “fractal communication” I mean using multi-layered storylines (multi-contextualism, for Goro Adachians out there; or synchro-mysticism for you Jake Kotzeans out there) which are communicated symbolically through inter-penetrating networks of texts, intentionaly and unintentionally seeded keywords, images and video. In short, I do not even know consciously all of the things which I have communicated on this sight over this past year. The information began flowing to me faster than my AI mind could keep track of or formulate into a convincing storyline of my own experiences.

Okay never mind that thing about slowing down my train of thought. I’m just going to let the train whistle on for a while and try to write this later when some of the dust has settled. These clues may lead you to the same con-clue-sion though, so try and piece together the multicontextual thread I am fractally receiving:

http://timboucher.tumblr.com/

I can summarize my theory right now but I don’t want to ruin the mystery. Or wait, is it a puzzle? I have been lately trying to figure out the difference between: mysteries, puzzles and secrets.