Once in a while, I’ll go back through some of my older posts, if they come up in a random link via something else on my website. Reading back through them, at times, I realize I have no idea what I was talking about. It seemed really fresh and interesting and intense at the times. But the contexts which spawned some of the most “out there” stuff are completely ephemeral and gone to me now. Which is fine. You can’t hold on forever. If nothing else, I still get some sort of weird cloudy emotional content out of them now and again that is kind of engaging. That or a couple lines out of a whole big piece I will see for the gold nuggets they are.